The Reader
-Is an English Language major undergraduate who likes to Take It Easy.
Adores
Words and languages, Jane Austen, period dramas/films, Vitagen, Korean dramas, good songs, better books, Green, wanderlusting, Culture, writing, Experimenting
Things I'd Like
- A Nitendo Wii gaming console
- My own set of rollerblades
- More nail polish (bought just one, neon pink in colour)
- Concert DVDs! (Back to Basics: Live & Down Under by Christina Aguilera, The Black Parade Is Dead by My Chemical Romance , Mika: Live In Cartoon Motion, Where The Light Is: John Mayer Live In Los Angeles )
- A cat
Saturday, September 29, 2007
A fine line...
What is wrong with some people? Friends you THINK you have known for quite a number of years, can change, and it seems, to you, *SNAP,
who is this stranger that I'm talking to? that I'm dealing with?
This person I have in mind is an old school friend whom I went on a trip with recently. We both had took part in a competition, and won the trip. There I was, thinking we'd have a ball of a time, I was sorely mistaken.
From the moment we went on the plane, when I was like, excitedly going on to her about the choice of movies they offered on the plane, she gave non-commited grunts as responses.
...to the tour bus on our way to the hotel, to the times in the hotel room, throughout the whole trip, she barely spoke to me. I thought it was cuz of her illness (she caught a cold, but I had a cold too) that she wasn't in the mood to do much else, but overall, my trip with her was so...inhuman. I even cried once in the hotel room. ok, here u go, thinking, why didn't I just talk to her and sort things out? Well, in the first place, I don't know what the hell went wrong, what I did to cause her to act that way, and maybe it wasn't even my fault, and frankly, I don't wanna know? cuz I didn't wanna spoil the whole damn trip if we fell out, after talking things through.
Right now, she owes me some photos from the trip and giving all sorts of shit exuses why she can't pass them to me. You wouldn't believe it. I wouldn't finish blogging if I put everything here.
So anyway, I kind of hinted on my MSN messenger nickname, that I thought she was a coward (I didn't name her) and surprise surprise, she responded by changing her own nicks, according to mine, every single time. It's so ridiculous! She don't even dare to speak with me face to face, let alone online. I can't be bothered with calling her up or something, I'm just so sick of all this shit that she gave me and which I put up with.
My impression of her, the friend I thought I knew, turned around 360 degrees after this whole experience.
The real tragedy is when you don't know what hit the both of us. And all the uncertainty at this moment.
God only know why things happened the way they did.
12:50 AM